Posted by boney_ballerina on 2011.02.23 at 06:54
Current Location: in bed
Current Mood: terrible
So I've been sick for about 3 weeks now. Painful cough, trouble swallowing, chills, headache, runny nose, can't sleep, and everything, even soft fluffy blankets, hurt my skin. I've been putting off going to the doctor because the campus health center is a really long walk. But now I'm so miserable that I want to go. I was feeling better around Wednesday and it seemed to have gone away by Saturday but then Sunday it all came back and ten times worse. On the health center website, it says seek urgent medical attention if you have flu-like symptoms that seem to improve but return with fever and worsening cough.... That's me but why seek urgent medical attention? What does it mean is wrong with me? I'm scared :(
I'm afraid to go to the doctor. Everytime I go they tell me I have some other vitamin deficiency or my organs aren't functioning properly or (like last time) I'm losing muscle control because my body is eating my brain... WHAT THE HELL?! i'm only 20. I can't even buy alcohol. I'm not ready to die. But in reference to today, I'm sure the campus is going to send me to the hospital considering my current state and I don't wanna go. If you're religious, could you pray for me?
Posted by wantbones18 on 2009.11.02 at 23:27
Current Mood: post you guys
well latley no one has been posting =(
i hope you guys will soon!!
well today i had a bowl of cereal and did exercise so far i see a big change in my face lol
but i need to loose more!
well i hope you all have a wonderful day
much love to all!!!!!!!
Posted by cravehunger on 2009.10.31 at 16:30
Current Mood: content
Hello to all the aspiring perfect bodies out there in cyber space. Im new to this community. ( a little about me. if interestedCollapse )
But now that I am done bitching about that and telling my life story haha as I was saying used to be on LJ alot but the sites I used to visit suck now and are extremely inactive :( sadness!!!!! Soo I hope this community is a flourishing one b/c I NEED MY SUPPORT.
Thats all for now
STAY LOVELY <3
Posted by wantbones18 on 2009.10.31 at 00:34
Current Mood: relaxed
hi ladies well did good today!
didnt eat at all and just exercised and drank water water water lol!
well i hope you all had a great day much love to all !
Posted by lanthea_n on 2009.10.30 at 04:09
Current Mood: anxious
hi im new,
22, 5'5", living in cardiff, from london.
cw = 133 (SO fat rite now)
gw = 98
lw = 98
joined lj in hope of gaining buddies/suport, never been able to talk to anyone about this...
Posted by wantbones18 on 2009.10.29 at 11:45
Current Mood: no force feeding!
Current Music: papparazzi- lady gaga
sorry i havent been on latley its because my sister have been having contractions and i had to be with her! ( im going to be an auntie)
well for tha past days ive been eating only a bowl of special k cereal just to get my mom of my back trying to feed me foods with so much FAT!!!!!
well then i do exercise so i burn the cereal!
i really need a scale my mom has mine hidden so i dont know whats my current weight! :'(
well what im very excited is that my mom hasent been home since my sister is having her baby soooo that means NO EATING!
finally but well its only for today ggrrr! i miss fasting!
well i hope all you sweeties have a wonderful day
much love to every single one of you !
Posted by ana_mae86 on 2009.10.29 at 07:47
Current Mood: anxious
Name: ana mae... pseudo name
Height: 5' 2 1/4
GW short: 96
GW long: 80
Current eating disorder: Ana/ Mia
Do you engage in any form of SI: rarely... too many scars, don't need more
How long have you had an eating disorder? Thoughts: 3rd grade, Actions: 7th grade
What do you wish to receive from this community? Support... Add me to your friends!
Posted by coolkaren on 2009.10.28 at 22:14
I'm new! I'v been on lj for a while now but the places i normally post are drying up and i dont feel the support is there anymore!
Ok so my stats
And have been really struggling with both ana and mia, I'm 22 and training to be a secondary school teacher, and live in England!
I really hope this group is as supportive as it seems, (i read the recent posts) because im currently not really doing well. I'm reliyin way to much on mia to solve my problems and as most of u will know it never works.
Anyway hugs and kisses
Posted by texasgirl77379 on 2009.10.25 at 22:13
hello hope everone is doing well!!! my diet starts monday which is tomorroww. if you could stop by and message me to keep me on track. encouragable messages would be awesomee!! love you all IM GOING TO LOSE 20 POUNDSS NOTHING TASTES AS GOOD AS THIN FEELSSSS!!!
Posted by xoproanamia on 2009.10.24 at 18:54
What do you do when you sleep over a friends house? how do you say no without raising anymore suspicion?? what about in the morning when you two have just woken up? whats for breakfast? "oh i already ate?" ahhhhhhhhhh my friends are already screaming at me to eat and buy food for me anyways.